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wow!!! long time nv blog le!!! also dun know wat to write, anyway i just think of wat than write wat ba!!!
last tue, when fishing with dear and my ite's frens than i told dear about our problems and stuff that wat she should do and wat she should not, hope she really can understand how i feel and change for her own gd. In the evening met dear's mother go to some high class international buffet to eat!!! wow damm... shiok and nice!!!! bagus!!! after that i and dear rot than i sent her back home le!!!
Wed go to school as usual than meet dear at tam around evening time and she so adorable bring her small umbrella and her xiao gongong which i called it that lol!!! she brought pi dan congee for her dinner as she has gastic wind that i sent her home that time go give me 3 packet of ginseng tea i'm very happy and greatful to dear and i hope this kind of feelings will nv change and give care, concern and trust from both of us!!! thurs des organised a BBQ just for his gf and ask us along to make the BBQ not so boring etc!!! The ppl there were shaun, ziying, yongsheng, des, erica, my dear and me!!! We after school go home bath liao straight away chong to parkway giant to buy all the stuff cos the time was very short!!! Cos erica is very busy and got alot of tuition had to everyday studied for her coming 'O' levels exam!!! gd luck man!!! lol!!!
fri, after school go home le straight away go for interview around river valley that i meet dear they all at esplanade roof terrace and we were playing tai di lol!!!omg haha!!! than dear and i went to marina square to eat Bk than we rush down to airport to sees my sis as she is going to thailand with her school!!!! after sending my sis dear and i went to airport viewing mall to see planes taking off and landing!!! we rot and slack there quirte long until dear told me that she met carol for chatting at bedok inter mac so i accompany her till carol comes than i go off le!!! i really can't sleep cos i was worried about dear safetyat last i buay tahan and doze off around 3 plus than suddenly dear sms me say she reached home le i looked at the time it was 5.30am that night make me didn't sleep well!!!!
Sat, morning went to teach my discipline basketball haha!!! i intend to pass/teached him all my skills and technics!!! after that around 3plus went to dear house wow!!! she was so nice that she cook mian xian for me to eat as she told me not to eat too full so i called my aunty not to cooked my share for lunch haha!!! luckily nv eat than i ate dear de ai xin wu cen, after that we went to downtown to see the Mr and Ms ite wow, so many ppl and i'm glad that my best fren xueting got 1st runner up out of so many contender!!! i'm so proud of her as her best fren!!! after the things we rush down to DXO as we promised joel, but to our surprised he was not there? alot of stuff happened and althought dear got wrong which she scold her and nv listen to joel explaination joel also got wrong that althought its false alarm by his frens he should called and tell us that need to pay $18 and above 18 that can go in cos 1 of our fren jason is 17yr old and he is very piss off with us!!! i'm really felt very sorry for him man!!! after DXO we went to bedok 85 market to eat ba chor mee, lol!!! hong's favourite!!! after that we chat awhile and go home le!!!
sun, damm sat i reached home around 5.10am and sleep around 5.30am at around 10am my uncle called and ask me to get ready to go his house teached his children studies as they got exam on mon i'm like wa damm.. tired and sian la!!! but wat to do i promised him b4 le!!! morning he brought me mac as breakfast and i teached his children studies until around 1 plus than i fall asleep till 4 plus than i rot there till dinner time and go home le!!! its was raining heavily but the wind very shiok lol!!! kk la till here le ba i abit tired as i anyhow blog ba!!! lastly to my dear: hope u rmb all the stuff that i have told u and try to improve in it got anything just tell me dun keep it insde yr heart!!! love ya lots!!!!

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Lots of stuff to talk about but just to say first (no harm/no offence)!!!!
Alot of stuff to say recently, first: my studies, its getting harder cos got alot of project and assignment to do, the time is very short as its my last year liao!!!!! my gpa is 3.3 but to get into higher nitec 2nd yr or poly need 3.5 and above so this term i have to get at least 3.8 to get the average or 3.5 so its very stress for me as my dad keep on insist wan wan me to go poly!!!!!
Second: my family doesn't going very well alot of stuff that parents problems we as a children shouldn't interupt but parents should know their prob shouldn't affect us as their children too!!!!i have been the middle man of my parents kk la dun say much le!!!!!!
third: it's about my r/s, there is no trust among each other i mean thats wat i think, everythings happened i will not be the first one to know and not the first person that she called to console or share the prob. I dun knwo wat happened, i'm not angry, just that i feel myself is useless, can't even let my own gf trust me!!!! Alot of stuff happened among us, i wanna get the miss understanding cleared!!!! I asked myself have i done wrong anything or wat? but i can't find the ans, i myself wanna know the ans, i think alot and i myself think that i had not done anything wrong, ling and suyu pass a heavy responsibility to me to remind u wat is rite and wat is wrong and i accept it but the responsility is hard but i accept cos i believe i can change u and u can change because of me but things doesn't went well as wat i have expected, once the prob is cleard wat ever the outcome is i will not regret as i wanna know the ans i will pay for the outcome and be prepared for the worse... ytd is dear and i first month together although i'm happy as she come to my house to ate the breakfast i made and use alot of effort in it and also hope u will like my present as it contain my effort and sweat and thx for yr present too i like it very much but money cannot do much to a real r/s!!!! wat a r/s needs is care, concern and trust, from both side of the parties!!!! When the time come i will made myself cleared and solve the misunderstanding and prob of both of us!!!! I said to myself i dui de qi liang xing and wen xin wu qui ju hao le!!!!!! hope no harm and offence!!!!

hope everything is fine and back to normal!!!!!!

school start lo!!!!!!!!! hooooooooooo!!!!!!! haha!!!! i abit ki siao liao haha!!! nvm back to bloggy ba!!! damn time really fly fast. where did i stop? oo ya!!! last friday i morning went fishing with des, kf and kangzheng. fish from morning 11am till around 7pm lo!!! starting we nv even caught a single fish but in the end we caught alot cos the tide is high that all the fish come and i found out that those fish is stupid cos so many rod and hook down there still can eat and in the end we caught almost around 100 fishes, my frens bring some back and i faster rush to meet my dear at dobay gault than we rush to chinatown to buy cheryl stuff than went to clarke quay to find her!!!! that time i was very tired and exhausted!!!! Sat, went to east coast with alot of ppl, than dear and i cycle the twin bike lo as its cheaper and also abit like gao lang man lo!!!! we ride till about 5pm, we return the bike and went to enjoyed and slack to relax as the breeze is very shiok!!!! after that dear and i went to meet jess, hong, xl, my sis and qingtian at the food village there!!!!after eating i wanna go home early and rest as i came out the whole day le but dear abit giddy so i carried her to the bus stop lo!!!! cos she's my dear!!! and hope she will understand!!!!(no harm). Sun, morning go chant with my anuty, i learn alot of things from her and she told me about alot of things, i heard le very touched and i find that i should share with alot of ppl, she told me do everything must do with my heart and sincerity and said watever stuff or problems must use a budda heart to forgive ppl and understand ppl!!!! and if everything i do within my heart ppl around will see and know than i will did a gd deed in my life!!!! and this things and words will always in my life and nv goes but first i have to overcome myself first do i have the kind heart as she does to forgive ppl anot, i dun know but i'm willing to give it a try and i mean it!!!! not NATO!!!! than at night got afew misunderstood with dear and she is angry with me, but now ok le!!!! cos we both know our wrong le, and i will rmb my aunty's phase when ever i go cos i believe this kind of action and attitude will lead me towards sucess one day!!!! today i went to school, i was late and i have an exam carry on but i manage to do most of the qns. than i sms dear few times and will predict she will not reply me le!!!! but i also dun wan to bug her much, cos i know her well as she will feel very fan the thats y i just done my part lo!!!! today after school at 3pm than i went to do stuff for sat to give my dear, as i dun expect anything than i go slack with des we talk than went to see ppl play bb ball lo!!!! when i reached home dear sms me, i was so pleased and surprised at least i know she is save and sound!!!! thx all kind of god!!!!! hope sat will be me and my dear de tian xia ba!!!!wahahahaha!!!!

wow!!!! time really fly fast!!!!

hey guys!!!! time u update again!!! haizz.... school reopening soon, so fast and i have relax and play enough lei haha!!! guess if school start le i will be still in holiday mood de.... kk la back to proper stuff ba....

Mon, i afternoon went to meet joel and xin at parkway and actually we wanted to go east coast and relax cos the breeze there very relaxing and shiok!!!! but dear got something on so she can't come so i waited 1hr+ for the prince and princess to reached and we slack till dear finish her stuff and we plan to met at bedok inter to take bus to nigel's/Monkey chalet!!!haha!!! so i stayed at the chalet for 2 days which is mon and tue cos very sian no bbq somemore cos things cock up last min so no bbq haizz.... first time i come chalet no bbq de lo!!!! But the interesting things is we can get to see ah gua and xl was like so excited like nv see b4 like that haha!!!! sorry xl for saying u.... tue dear waited for me to pack up and leave the chalet with me, thx!!!! than we went home le!!!!
Wed, morning meet dear at her outlet to get her stuff done and she need to go orchard to pass up her timesheet and somemore i got appointment with some company about job thingy!!! so i only sent her to raffles than she go herself lo!!!after the appointment i meet des and kf to go rot and slack as i long time nv go out with them le since holiday, than we went to play abit of arcade at PS and we go eat, after eating i and des took mrt home le!!!
today was thurs, wa i now typing blog very tired sia i morning go interview for staff assistant at giant, than went to penisula to find stuff for my basketball things, after i reached home went to play basketball till 11pm wa i now damn tired!!!! tml going to go fishing with des they all haha!!!! can train my paitent and skill to catch fish lo!!!! kk la will end now i wanna call my dear and talk to her le!!!! haha!!!! gd nite!!!!!!!!

haizz.... stress!!!!!!

damm... sian lei in life, lots of stress, problem, etc.... but bo bian this is human nature back to update le la!!!!
wed, i went sentosa with alot of ppl as usual than go there play , sun tan, swimming, etc lo!!! than at night we went to esplanade eat lo than i sent my dear home le!!!
thurs, morning go pick dear to eat at bedok inter than sent her to work. after that meet joel, terence, and xin at far east eat bk and chicken rice lo!!!after that joel and me went to pass xin and dear worked time sheet and negotiate about their work outlet and help them to request of town area and wanna help them get terminated at the same time after that than same old thingy again we go slack, rot and play arcade till around 7+ we went to eat dinner and go home already!!!
fri, i went to amk slack myself and around evening time i go meet dear, joel and xin at esplanade and slack than we go marina food court eat than slack at merlion there take pics and chit chat lo!!! after that dear and i went to her previous work place "mama afica" to drink lo!!! than we walked to park lane and took a bus home reached home around 2 ba!!!
sat, xl birthday aftrernoon meet joel, xin and dear at my dad's coffeeshop eat than meet hong at bugis arcade cos her at there see ppl play max tune!!! wa damm alot of ppl lo!!!! we slack till around 6plus than go city hall meet xl and wait for jess at cine kfc while we were eating there, after jess came we went to "the one ktv" to sing and drink liquor. jason came to meet us at around 11+ to 12 than we went to mac and eat lo than all of them came my house slack and drink till morning!!!! wa my dad saw but he also LL lo i think so lol!!!!!than morning all go home lo!!!

I myself feel that i have alot stress lei dun know is i give myself stress or ppl give me de!!!! haizz.... alot of stuff happening la, one more stupid thingy coming out some NATO ppl wanna fight with me!!!!HAHA!!!! so lame and sily if u can crack yr damm brain and think, we are teenager shouldn't solve problem using violence!!! haizz... nvm guess ppl from 17 converting to 18 must need times!!!! nvm wadever la!!! i rmb my dad told me b4 a person which is NATO or break their promised will nv succed in future or in the economy!!! ya wadever, i just wanna stop this stupid thingy now, i make myself cleared!!!! full stop!!!!! and if i'm in a wrong i will say sorry automatically if i dun think that i won't do it!!! kk la end here ba!!! hong u dun big mouth again!!! and make comments!!!! lol!!!HAHA!!!! jk la!!!!

hope this feeling can nv go away!!!!!!!!

haizz.... back to update my bloggy le, so long nv update also dun know wat to say or i say till where le!!!!! lol!!!!!!!
So where was i? oo... ok!!!! start from last sat ba, morning when to have breakfast with joel, xin and dear, than afternoon i when to my dad's coffeeshop work till at night for sat and sun!!!!!than dear and joel they all at night come my dad's coffeeshop eat dinner lo as pong chang ma!!!! they come than i give them discount lo cos i RMS ma lol!!!! only ppl on that day know wat is RMS lol!!!! jk la!!!! than at night go eat supper with my uncle lo than he sent me home.
Sun, alot of stuff cock up as actually morning wanna go pray my grandfather de than morning i woke up at 7am as we have to reached there by 8am than i bath le while i was going to left the house my uncle called me and said sorry mistake le it was afternoon 2pm than i was like wtf cos i sat night reached home around 2plus ma!!!! than i took of my shoes than i went to sleep as i discover my jeans was missing and inside got dear memory card inside when i ran to the kitchen, i saw my jean was wet and hanging at the tek ko to dry liao than the memory card was wet. starting i try the memory got error than i was thinking of get dear a new wan cos i thought was spoil, after awhile i took a hair dryer to blow at it than can le!!!! so heng and phew!!!!! than cos of this 2 things happened in the morning makes me can't sleep le, so suddenly this things came across my mind that i promised dear to burn a cd of songs to represent a appreciation and the feelings of myself to her!!!! it took me the whole morning to do it, after that i when to sleep le than woke up at 11.30am than reached my dad's coffeshop at around 12.30pm!!!! haizz... hand got scalded as i take those ci char thingy la!!! but nvm i can tank!!! lol!!! so as usual at night after work go eat supper but b4 that jason come find me lol!!! we sat down and talk cock lo!!!
mon, when to have doubt date with dear and joel they all lo!!! we when to eat at swensen than watch movie entitle miami vice lo!!! watch till around 8pm than go chinatown dear wanna buy stuff for wed sentosa lo!!!! than at there eat after eating they all went home than dear and i went to clarke quay to slack and rott lo, till around 2am!!! damm angry lo got one ti ko peh keep looking at dear skirt!!! somemore 1 old ah peh lei!!!! walk pass us 3 times lo, f***ing old man!!!! i could have go there and give him BANKAI!!!! imagine i fight with him and clothesline him down to the river lol!!! today jess jio me and hong go eat swensen than she goes off at 5 plus as she got to work at 6pm than joel, xin and jason come to swenden find us than go go eat cafe cartel than go play arcade lo!!!!! till around 9pm than i and hong take bus home!!!!!

Dear.... that day at clake quay rmb wat i told u, and thx for trusting me and told me about how u feel and yr feelings!!!! rmb not to hide anything inside yr heart kk i will be always there for u de!!!! hope u really happy and feel pleased with me, and i really treasure and cherish the days and time we had!!!! every days, hours, mins, secs too!!!! loves u lots!!!!