feeling and going thru all kind of emotions!!!

Wow!!! time files fast man!!! i can i have grown up and learn alot!!! things that i think or understand are different from last time as my aunty for japan thought me alot of stuff like understanding, know wat is rite and wat is wrong and say sometimes things are beyond our control in this blog i'm going to write got all kind or emotions and feelings!!! haha!!!

Ok when should i start? hmmm.... oo ya on the 21th nov is my dear and mine our 2nd mth together as we had gone thru alot of feng feng yu yu till now, so i really appreciate and cherish it as i have learn alot from this r/s it helps me and change me by makes me more understand any prob like think b4 i do anything and like think about ppl difficultity from different direction from different angle!!! And i realised i really change alot from last time as i now willing to take ppl advised even thou they were nagging i also will listen and just take it as no harm and no offence lo!!! i hope and bet my the other half also have grown up and become more mature already i'm so happy that i have seen her change alot from last time i met her, hope she will think and understand everyone ku xin heex!!! (dear no offence kk!!) but i have to say that everything that i do is all because of u de!!! and willing to do anything for u!!! ;p

So on our 2nd mth i received a precious present from my dear, is was a bottle of cranes and a deathnote that is a little secret of us!!! than i did not have any present for dear so i decide that the dinner bill will on me to treat it as a 2nd mth present lo!!! haha!!! my brain work very fast rite? haha!!! act only la!!! we ate korean restuarant it was cheap as we took the set meal, after eating we took a bus home lo!!! but i'm really happy that day although it just a simple dinner!!!
Sat, we went to MOS but b4 that i afternoon went to dear house to rot and sleep!!! haha very shiok sia!!! dun know lei the more i sleep the more tired i am lo, but it was fun cos i took all her toys and play than she qi dao bao zha!!! but we nv do ah lum ah lum stuff so dun think too much haha!!! dinner we settle at her house by eating rice and cans soup lo, although very simple but i very happy to eat dinner with her just a simple 1 i also xin man yi zu le!!! we met xin, eddie, junwei, xiao wei, cheryl etc to go MOS lo!!! all i can say the enviroment there sux the music there like zhao sia mean out of tune, the songs there like funny funny 1 which i hear already makes me very headache ar and somemore about dear the stuff lo!!! bet she know wat is it la anyway bet she know wat to do le ba!!! than kenny and mob send xinhui, dear and cheryl home than the rest go have supper lo!!! i reached home around 5am in the morning ba!!! wa damm shag lo!!! than i can't sleep next day go meet des go play lan than is like i nv sleep for 1 day lo!!! haha!!! nvm small matter la!!! think i should stop here ba!!! dear, always loving u kk!!!! heex!!!!

Very busy!!!!!

Wow!!!! time to update my blog le so long nv update my blog wanna rusty le!!! lol!!! this few days are all exam and test, gosh!!! super tired and also go out with my dear adorable baby, glad she's by my side whenever i need her!!!! So happy and pleased!!!

Actually also dun know wat to write about cos i too long nv update and consentrating on my exam somemore i forgot the past few weeks wat happened le!!!! just hope everythings was find and every single of my frens are safe and sound ba, doesn't really hope much beside these. Oo ya one more hope, is to see my dear everyday happy, safe and sound can le!!!
Hai!!! now i feel like i'm like multi religion got tua peh kong, soka, japanese buddishism!!! all this religion are all my relative all pull me go de!!! i feel very bug now as i dun know wat to do as they keep on to go to their service, feeling like going to drag to christian liao!!! actually i'm a free-thinker, i dun believe in any religious cos i kena bug by many ppl about this which makes me dun believe in any of them and sorry to sad to say la!!!!actually in my heart and mind have a principle, no matter wat religious ppl believes in? they believes with a kind heart and pleased can le!!! thats y i go alot of religious i just ah ga ah ga go and pray and listen only not really commited in it or wat!!! Maybe i still haven find the religious that can let me believes in ba or in another words maybe i haven meet my own god ba!!!!

lastly!!! i got a job already, work at airport wan!!! the person just called me and ask me whether i stilll wan to job at airport anot and ask me 20th go down do my aorport pass!!! Wow song ar!!! finally got job le after so many interview cos i go for alot of interview le all nv call!!!! kk la everyone reading my blog take care!!! and lastly dear, thx alot!!! heex!!! love ya lots!!!!