Holding u tightly!!!

Its been long time i didn't blog already,
wats makes me blog, wat makes me miss,
wat makes me love, wats makes me sad,
wat makes me worried? giving u all the time n happiness of mine wishing all the best time we had can preserved till the end, there's so much things that i can bare to leave behind, seeing u weak i have to tell myself to be strong as if i fall u will not have a strong pillar there for u to give u to hold on to, time really pass fast i'm sad also sometime heaven is going to give ask a task or a test on how strong is our r/s.

On that nite about wat we chat is all promise u, every word, every sec, every min, every heart beat of yours and every breathing of yours i'll always rmb and keep in my heart n soul. All the time we spent together i really very very very happy like a little boy n a little pork monster as wat u always call me heex..

Just hope u always smiling so happily bibi all this while i have been cherish all the time with u i already given all the best i can give already after all have to count on u to stand up with yr own feet in my life no 1 ever make me feel so happy this way. ok dun emo le lgy cheer up k!!!! rah rah rah!!!

oh yeah ei yeah ei........ now to waiting for my bibi to come over than we go watch movie cos she wanna watch this show very long le as long as she's happy i'll always try my best to cheer her up. bibi i come back we go prawn fishing again k? that day is just a starting i come back will own u de k? seeing u so agitated wanna owned me that day even i let u catch more prawn than me i also very happy really. i promise u i'll definately come back for u de k?

I know u dun wanna me to go,
but for my studies i have to leave,
after all the times i have for u,
i really wan u to be happy,
wait for me k?
i'll sure come back for u! trust me,
i'll not make yr history replay,
make u change yr mind about ppl going overseas,
trust me i promise!!!
I Love U!
I Miss U!

I'm Sorry

Sorry
Buckcherry Oh I had a lot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue

I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby,
Yeah.I'm sorry.

Wat have i done? i hurt my princess n i really hurt her deeply i dun know how to face her so i delicate this songs for her just wanna tell her that i'm sorry. i know its harsh words that i used it i dun wanna denied or push away the blame anymore, Blog tell me wat can i do other than vent my feelings on u? Can i vent it on other things like speeding, smoke or even chill with my frens n act as if nth happen? i can't but how can i apologise to her?
will she forgive me?
will we revive the r/s again?
i totally destroyed her memories on the beach that day.
i regret,
i admit that i'm selfish,
just wanna tell her that i didn't mean all those words top hurt her izzit so difficult?
i'm such a failure
but still?
at last i still hurt her with my bare hands!!!
my own BARE HANDS!!!!
if i were given a chance again i'll tell her that i'll take that abit more of understanding for her to sercue her with love once again the times that we have been gone thru is not 1 day 1 week or even 1mth to repersent.

i shouldn't blame her i should blame myself after taking a short tot of it i really neglected her LGY where the fresh feeling, paitence, caring that u nv ever care for some1 b4 and the sense of humour to JT?

i couldn't ask for yr forgiveness anymore think i going for a ride ba!!!!!!!

BYE BLOG

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revival

THIS BLOG IS OFFICIALLY DEAD.
seems like i was the last person who's spamming right here in this big white box.
well what to do?
some da mang ren's been busy with work
and guess he got nothing much to speak of when he's here because
updating about his daily life will be all about work and if possible a sweet lovely date with his cute princess
else its some chill-out-with-cool-guys date with his buddies
and the rest of it all is SLEEP TIME
the exciting thing everyday is to EAT!
THIS IS THE LIFE OF THE PIG.
but seemingly this is also THE LIFE OF MY BOYFRIEND:D
its not boring
its just DARN HELL BORING!
except the part about sweet dates with his cute princess
whatever, im just here to say....



I LOVE MY BABY!
:D


ps :read the red words.. COOL EH?

signing out with a KISS,
THE PIG's princess

the HERO

leaving you. that wouldnt cross my mind
walking away from you, i've done it too many times
but you taught me to smile again
you wiped my tears dry, like you promised
you never walked away from me ever since that day i asked you not to
you tried so hard not to hurt me... with all your temper
but im saying... show it all to me...
coz you know i should and will love you for what you are.
no matter how bad is your temper..i'll accept it.
like you just took in each and everything of me,my weaknesses..
give me and give us a chance to make this work. make us last
i'll learn to set my priorities right but i cant not commit 100%
i may sound scary or too straightforward
but im not gonna act a strong front and pretend that i cant live without you
because i cant. seriously...
youre too good to lose. i wouldnt let you slip away...
baby, you'll always be my hero...a knight in shining armour

i surrender my heart, soul and all burden to you right now...
i'll let you hold my hands tight and get through this year.
we'll make it!