U r impt to me!!!

ARARARAR!!!!!!!!!!! really can't sleep, really feels like going for a ride now but i promise her when i'm sad i can't go to chill only like last time le!!! i'll kept my promise. alot of things happen i just dun know what to say. suddenly sitting down tink of alot of stuff thinking back when we just known each other u were the first girl in my life asking me was that a date with u when i asked u for a meal its was really feeling like how will this girl just ask just like that its kind of weird but its also the first time it happen to me i can't believe a girl like u so adorable just shoot like that at that point of time i was stun n say "YA" i rmb. that really impressed me n pick up interest in u kind of like wanna know me about u n bet that u have more things that i had to discover in u.

Time really past damm fast we had been 9th mth together and alot of things of sad n happy memories between us make u so special, but i bet happy memories doesn't last long too i kept telling meself i'll always reassure u with all my hearts n creativity. having u as my girl really feels gd n comfortable being with u.yup i'm always so positive n cheering n up if u were sad, i kept telling myself even if u r down i'll still be standing down there to hold u but now i'm very disappointed with myself my thinking just change as i'm very confident but now i just dun know whether how lon can i still be strong i need those confidence back, nobody will know whether that they r suitable for each other in the start there r alot of couple breaking up after few years of r/s to me only time can show n prove everything. sometimes conflict just suddenly come i just hate bitter after sweet why can't be sweet after bitter why why why i just dun understand. but i had nv lie to u of my feelings towards u no sweet words can ever been use on other girl that i have use it on u, is u thats change me is u that make me feels that there's some1 infront for me to cherish after breaking up with my ex other than playing with girls feelings all those things is i had nv encounter in my life nv ever!!! i'll always rmb wat u told me in the bus the neckless that i gave u can nv break although i act blurr but i know wat r u trying to hint me. the neckless is unique such that its given by me to u only u can wear it. N its the last piece in the worldgive me a chance to carry u back to the times that we didn't quarrel give me a chance to bring back yr smile, give me a chance to say I'M SORRY and give me a chance to LOVE U EVEN MORE!!! u have to believe me in everything i said if not i'll be disappointed yr believe is my everything to stand up again with my own feet. i'll hold u tight n nv let u leave me again. "When u look into my eyes" i'll tell u that I LoVe YoU!!! nitez!!! ( tyring to sleep!!! Zzzz)(zhu)
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Always here to cheer to u up!!!

yeah!!! i'm here to revive my blog again woohoo...just finish work abit shag but just blog, nowadays have been very stress cos have to deal with work and school stuff but everytime i feel stress i'll always think of her she's like another half of my life being there for me, love me, care for me its my blessing to found her in my life.hearing her voice, seeing her smile really melts my heart.

today really damm sway bike got knock down by car than the person run away think have to waste 100plus to fixed it but i'm gonna sell away next year le take the money to save up to buy car better, somemore can make my baby not to worry about me so much everytime seeing her worried i really feel bad n she will very fast OLD de haha!!! jkjk if she see this i'm gonna be dead or already dead haha!! but too bad i'm stubborn to post it. time really past fast this friday is our 9th mth anni woo... haha i'll hold her hand tight to break my record of 1year 3mth neverless to last longt with her baby i know we had to overcome alot of things in the future but with u i'll nv scare i never ever think of it NEVER!!! dun be emo k its really feel hurts when seeing u sad when we can't meet or no time for each other i dun wan that, u know whenever i say u tomboy just love the way i teased u cos u'll like a little girl act angry n adapt to my teased i really love the feelings. i know everything i type here it sounds mushy but its true no lies n its from my heart. after all no 1 can seperate us we'll always belong to each others dun think to much k?

I'LL ALWAYS BE 100% YOURS
I LOVE U!!!
(YR PORKY) ;)