15.4.08

Damm random feelings emotions now!!!

Wow!!! long time nv update blog ever seen i know i'm getting into poly. Ytd was a start of my school so its like not so excited but damm sian cos still in holiday mood n no mood to study as i had the feeling of haven enjoy enough 4 my holiday. N ytd was also a day that i n baby 2mth together firstly is something to be happy cos i'm the 1 that breaks baby previous r/s records n i'm glad that we enjoy ourselves n also always loving each other so much.

The first day in school was a stun thing cos the first thing i step into the class, the lecturer said "ok, next week u all gonna pass up a project n every1 will get a group title to do" i was like huh? STUNNING SIOL!!!!haha!!! but its like damm surprised but to my prediction i'll get more of this kind of stuff thruout my poly life. Somemore my title is "NEWATER" say in a nicer way is newater if not its just other than "SHITWATER". ok my class got quite alot of chio bu siol but dun be disappointed baby as wat i told u ytd... haha!!! thats damm hilarious n irriating of me. but i glad u did cheered up n after all i did all this stuff is to make u smile more n released stress on u. Its so nice of u baby to wanna share my burden on my project dun worry i can handle it i bet u got more stuff than me de but just in future i could be busier than u. But baby trust me i'll not neglect u n will find, squeeze n dig time 4 u de even if i got my bike!!!

Oo ya now going call jw be my guarantor 4 my bike "PHANTOM 4 THE WIN SIOL" haha!!! waiting 4 the old man haha!!! ok thats lame cos really damm sian now, lastly baby i'll love u alot no matter wat happen in the future!!! MUACKS!!!

4.4.08

WOO!! HAHAHA!!! HEHEHE!!!ARRRRR!!!

OO MY GOD, OO MY GUADDDD!!!!i'm so happy everything when so smoothly as i predicted i dun know y izzit my effort paid off i nv imagine it b4 n nv had this kind of feeling b4 too!!!
1st is i pass motor TP just 1 try
2nd is higher nitec results got 3.644 is up to my goals to get 3.5 n above
3rd i got into poly n its NP as i nv expected i tot i can at least go to NYP or something like that.

Now i totally relieved cos i finally can gain back wat i lost n how much time i had wasted in my pri n sec school life 4 not studying hard, when i got my poly enrollment results i almost cried n smile cos my 3yrs in ite i really study damm hard 2 yrs of nitec gpa 3.533 can't go poly so direct 2nd yr higher nitec i nv give up still wanna try to go poly but my dad also there to encourage me n nv give up on me too somemore about to reached my final year exam i met my baby, she really standby me, encourage n support me all the way i think with my dad n baby really motivates me alot so i dun wanna disappoint them too. i dun know that kind of feelings i nv felt b4 cos i nv think i can come this far but i did it it was under my prediction too. so happy till i dun know how to describe this kind of feelings cos i'm coming 20this year this had nv come across in my life. i find i had learnt alot now.

Although my dad keep on say me, used me to compare with other educated cousin n his frens son, pour me cold water. Until i totally succeed n get the stuff i working hard 4 than i know that this using this kind of method to give me stress to lead me in my life i really very grateful to him n thxful. He also damm wat lo he know me damm well of cos, to like make use of me to like fulfill his wishes that i got into poly than make use of me cos baby studying jc than he know i will wanna work hard 4 her n myself to like catchup with baby education i know this is 4 my own gd also so everytime going out with baby he damm relax to let me play n enjoyed myself. gosh... wat a creepy dad n unpredictable dad i have is like i'm like all under his control la!!! lol!!! i bet he will still give me pressure till i completed poly n now i discovered i like this kind of pressure if he nv give me pressure i will feel damm uneasy now la but even he nv give me pressure now i will still give myself a limit pressure to keep myself going n strive towards my goals heex...

Baby i dun know wat to say to u to have u by myside to like walk this obstacles path with me till today i have today's progress it all comes from u n my dad of cos plus my own hard work n effort. baby i'll be a fool to to let u leave me i'll glue u close to me haha... u too can't get rid of my too, i'll treasure u in my life n give u the love, care, joy n happiness that i can give, i know we still have a long way n path to go thru so let me hold yr hands tight n leave yrself in my embrace to let me walk this way thru as u know we car(legs) rite? hmmm.. think we'll drive ba, hmmm.. this we like train better haha!!! rmb that? BABY I LOVE U MUACKS!!!!!NTH CAN CHANGE YR PLACE IN MY HEART!!! YR LITTLE BOY WILL ALWAYS BE THERE 4 U!!!